Maybe on The Train

Network, network, network, that is what they tell me. I am so far away from that anymore. Just trying to get through the day.

Morning comes much too early, and my work begins with sorting out the animals.  Feed the rabbits and the chickens, make sure their water is still clean, Then I try to do some housework, it is all so overwhelming I just want to throw it all out, start over again.

We have chicks, but the numbers are so disheartening. Just four out of 18 eggs hatching, not really good results, but I guess that says all there is to say about me.

I will have to work harder. I will have to keep going. Day after day, as I feel the death all around me.

I don't even know what I am saying anymore. I've gotten off the train, but my thoughts are still sailing.


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